how nice. got 2 Es liao... well at least i can take hope in the fact that they are for my two worst subjects and i dun think the other two will get worse lah haha... im abit worried for phys tho... like i really have to do qt ok for the other two to redeem myself abit lah... craps man... i wanna retain in yr 2 lah... hiahz. but i wun get another chance... everyone hu knows me nag me to death ok... and i will TRY to listen instead of gettign annoyed heh.

im qt disgusted with myself sometimes. so confused and i dunno... but like noone to turn to... i kinda did talk to marcus abt it lah but well i dunno... i dun want to rely on him too much. i dunno lah sometimes i cant wait to get out of jc den i can start again... like my frenships in jc all abit screwed up haha... oh wells.

kinda blew up today... sorry for losing my temper but like i dun take anything i said back. i really like u and all but sometimes u infuriate me so much. hiahz i just hope that u will change... and stop thinking so lowly of urself when u are super smart and all...

feel very dry and lost now... dunno wad to do. its liek in the day and stuff i act happy and things... and i am! but like when i think abt stuff i dun feel very happy anymore.. like i was saying... pple can be joyful but not happy... and i guess thats me... as in i know that i am not a sad person and i know that i am contented with life and everything and blah blah just tt i guess there is not much nowadays that makes me happy